Sometimes you don’t know what’s happening, you just stare in
silence, you just do nothing, you just wonder. You try to stop the world, you
try to stop the time, but earth will never stop spinning no matter what
happened. Is the earth so enslaved that it can never break a rule even for a
minute? Is the time very selfish not to pay attention to anyone? I just need to
break away from this life, may be I want to leave my body and go wandering in
the air. If I can do this, I’ll leave earth, I will go enjoy the boundless
universe, I will fly between the stars. I just want the silence of the
universe, enough noise, enough bullshit, enough of you, you and you! Enough of manmade
rules, enough of what life has to offer to us just like a rich man throwing
pennies to a beggar. We are not beggars, we are souls, just like time, or
earth, or the whole universe, but we are just imprisoned in bodies, it’s so
unfair! I can’t wait for my cage (aka body) to explode and for my soul to break
free.. just like the formation of earth; an explosion of a supernova. Aren’t we
all miniature supernovas? Ain’t each one of us a universe of their own? Go blow
yourself up, show me what you got, show me what you have inside, show me the
real you, show me your soul without this curved flesh. Enough fake gestures,
enough fake images, enough fake souls entrapped in fake bodies. All this is
just blinding us, we can’t see the truth – that if there is a truth! If you
call breathing is a symptom of life, then I want death. If you call seeing is believing
then I want heresy. If you call me a human, then I want to be just like a
stone. My soul has become a stone already, sitting in silence, unable to speak,
unable to interact, unable to feed on thoughts, but just watching the world
through my two windows, praying for the day when this media goes off, and the
stone finally breaks the body and becomes a bird and fly away.
